Title: Stars Fall
Author: Louis Harris
Blurb:
Keegan Mansfield is a loner.
A bilateral amputee athlete.
With only one goal; to qualify for the Rio Olympic Games. Every move he makes is towards this dream, and even though there are forces trying to stop him, he moves forward because there’s too much at stake. Although he has the determination and the will to succeed, he is dependent on others and there are ingredients missing from his life that he so desperately needs.
Truth, love and happiness.
When team mate Conrad Smith saves him from a violent incident, both embark on a journey of love that would lead to the truth about Keegan’s past and a happiness that will last for only a moment, and a tragedy that will bring them closer, as one, for neither can live without the other. And, just as things seemed as bad as they could get, Keegan learns an important lesson, that trust is not a game, trust is as real as day and night, as real as the wind. He learns, through tragedy, that Rio comes with the sacrifice of his dependency on others. He learns that true love thrives on togetherness.
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Not many people invited Keegan out.Ā There was the time that Patrick invited him to play ten pin bowling and the time that he and Jean went to movies at Sandton City.Ā It was difficult for him to get around. Ā Not having a car inhibited his movements.Ā He would dearly love to go out more often but it was no fault of his that he did not have transport.Ā He couldnāt afford it on his bursary.Ā Having to rely on others for transport meant that he would have to schedule lifts to and from varsity, to and from practice, to and from competitions.Ā It wasnāt easy.Ā It felt as if he owed the whole world favours.
The first thing that surprised him was that Conrad opened the car door for him.Ā Nice touch.Ā Gentlemanly.Ā From that moment Keegan held a new respect for him.Ā It felt like he was being courted.
āHey handsome, you’re looking good. Howās the elbow?ā Conrad said.
āI washed it properly in the bath and applied more disinfectant.Ā Hurts a little but otherwise itās just fine. You look different.ā
āMust be the hair.ā
‘Actually, brush-cut suits you. Ā Brings out your brown eyes. Ā You look like an American Marine.ā
āMy hairdresser was surprised when I told her I wanted a brush cut.Ā You know what she said?ā
āTell me.ā
āShe said that such a change means that something drastic had happened in my life.ā
āShe said that?ā
āYup.Ā I told her I donāt really think the word is drastic as much as fantastic.ā
āYou said that?Ā So what did you mean?ā
āI meant you. Ā I never once thought you and I would be friends.Ā I think thatās fantastic.ā
Keeganās face burned from the compliment. āWell, thatāsā¦thatāsā¦thank you. Ā The feeling is mutual,ā he said.
Conrad shut the passenger door and climbed into the driver’s side of the vehicle. āYour chest still hurting?ā
āA little.Ā Not much.ā
āI wish it was me that Marx beat on.ā
That statement was enough to send Keeganās mind into overdrive.Ā Guy friends didnāt say that to each other. Ā Well, they did, especially if thereās caring involved. Ā And then Conrad said something even stranger.
āIt hurts me to see you in pain, bro.ā
āBelieve me, you donāt want to be on the receiving end of Marxās punches. Ā Not cool. Ā So where are we going?Ā What do you have in mind?ā
āA quiet supper.Ā Just the two of us.ā
āSounds cool.ā
āYou donāt mind me taking you out for supper?ā
āItās not like weāre on a date, right?Ā I mean, weāre just two guys enjoying supper, right?ā
āYes.Ā On both counts.Ā Just two guys enjoying good food. Ā Guy bonding.Ā Bronding. Nothing more.ā Conrad laughed at the word he had just coined.
āThen why would you ask if I mind?ā
Keegan found out very quickly why Conrad had asked him that question
The restaurant, settled in a neat suburb just off the main highway, was dressed in warmth and the smell of Italian cooking from the kitchen.Ā Their small booth had been set with a candle lit table and a violinist played Moon River for them as they entered.Ā Keegan smiled at the maĆ®tre dā as he invited them to be seated.
‘Iāll leave you for a few moments, Conrad,ā the maĆ®tre dā said.
āThank you, Simon.ā
As Keegan sat down, he said, āYouāve been here before?ā
āMy favourite restaurant would you guess?ā
āNever have guessed.ā Keegan laughed.
āSimon is my aunt’s husband. Ā They own this place.ā
āI guess itās always better to have a connection in the restaurant business.Ā This is nice, Conrad.Ā Too nice.Ā I canāt afford to eat in a place like this.ā
āWho said anything about paying?ā
āI canāt expect you to pay for this, bro.ā
āI asked you out.Ā Itās on me.Ā All I want is for you to enjoy.ā
Keegan smiled at him with a softness in his eyes.Ā An appreciation. āNext time itās on me.ā
āYup.Ā And I donāt mind KFC.ā
Both of them laughed and from that moment the evening turned into one filled with music, wine and good Italian cuisine.
Getting to know a person is always like finding a new product.Ā That may sound beaten and clichĆ©d but itās true.Ā As the evening wore on, they spoke about life and the universe, and special friends and what friendship meant to them.
āDo you have a special lady?ā Keegan asked.
āA special lady, you mean as in girlfriend?ā
āYes.’
āNo.Ā Nothing like that. I canāt afford a girl. Ā Thatās not to say that I havenāt ever had a girlfriend.Ā I have.Ā Didnāt turn out well at all.ā
āSorry.Ā Iām prying here.ā
āNot at all.Ā We had a so-so relationship right from the start.Ā My brother asked us to babysit for him once.Ā That night we had sex.Ā Embarrassing for me, but not for her apparently. Ā I was a virgin.Ā Had no idea what to do.Ā I know I didnāt cum inside her.Ā So when she told my family that she was pregnant, I almost married her.Ā She didnāt tell me first.Ā She ran to my mom and told her instead and before I knew it I was hauled over the coals by everyone.Ā But my mom insisted that she be tested before I committed.Ā Thankfully the test came back negative. Ā I wasnāt ready for a family.Ā Damn, at 18, who is? Ā Anyway, we went on a last date. Ā It was then I told her that we werenāt ready for each other.Ā She asked why and I told her the truth.ā
āWhat did you tell her?ā
āI told her I had feelings for guys.Ā I simply wanted to sleep with her to see if I could sleep with a woman.ā
āYou said that? Selfish, donāt you think.ā
āNo.Ā I knew I would never marry her.Ā But at the same time I felt as though she tried to trap me.ā
āWhat did she say when you told her you’re gay?ā
āShe cried, she said all of her boyfriends had told her that they were gay.ā
āYouāre not serious.ā
āIn a way it was so funny.Ā In another it was damned sad, but that ended our relationship.Ā Now, what about you?Ā Tell me about Jean.ā
āShe looks after me, thereās no doubt about that. Ā Helps me whenever she can.Ā Transport that kind of thing.ā
‘You have any special feelings for her?’
‘You mean is she my girlfriend?’
‘I could have asked if you sleep with her.’
‘I do not sleep with Jean.Ā We don’t have that kind of relationship. It’s platonic.Ā All platonic.’
‘Maybe from your side, but from what I’ve seen, I think she wants more than just a friendship.’
‘It’s not going to happen.’
āAnd what do you think of me?ā
Keegan sipped at his wine. āI think youāre amazing. And thisā¦.all thisā¦is very special. You care. Youāre a fine guy, Mr Smith, and Iām happy that you and I are friends.ā
Conrad responded by turning away from Keegan’s gaze. Ā The sadness in his face caught in the light.
āWanna tell me about what youāre thinking?ā Keegan asked.
āIā¦I was kind of hoping thatā¦.I donāt know, Iām being very unreasonableā¦ā
āHoping what?ā
āThat youā¦that you were attracted to me in some way.Ā Iāve watched you since you were a freshman and always been too scared to approach you.Ā Now that weāre finally friends, Iāve gone and fucked it up.ā
Keegan held his glass to his lips for a moment while Conrad’s brown eyes searched for an honest answer. Ā Keegan had observed his directness earlier that day; he had displayed humility, subtlety and tact. Ā Coming to Keegan’s rescue earlier required an impulsive, positive and self-confident nature.Ā Keegan was attracted to that.
Keegan reached for Conrad’s hand and held it gently. āNoā¦no⦠donāt think like that Conrad. Ā I just have to discover what it is thatās stopping me from having a relationship. Itās bugged me for years.ā
Conrad held his hand tighter. āI’m hitting on you and I don’t want to scare you and if you think I’m coming on too strong, just say so and I’ll back off. Ā Can I be perfectly honest with you?’
‘I wouldn’t expect it any other way.’
‘I looked at you today in the locker room when I helped you fit your prosthetics, and I noticed that⦒
‘What did you notice?’
‘I could have sworn you had a semi hard-on.’
A moment of silence followed.
‘I did?’ Keegan knew he had had a semi hard on.Ā He played it coy.
‘I would like to think that I can make you feel that way again.’
‘I need time for this to register, I had no idea you felt this way about me.’
‘Then time I will give you. But, I’m not going to stop thinking about you, and I’m not going to stop touching you.’ Conrad said, his hand slid over Keegan’s gently, and when Simon approached to take their order, he didn’t remove it.
‘I think I can handle that.’ Keegan said breathlessly, his heart throbbing. Ā The fullness of his cock wanting escape.
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